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2006-04-02T21:59:13Z

when you've been hurt so many times,
you just don't hurt anymore.

gahhh...:(

*...:(

2006-03-01T13:22:31Z

i miss the old.
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disturbed_01 @ 2006-02-13T21:59:00

2006-02-14T03:00:35Z

GO DIE SERIOUSLY!!!!!!
I HATE YOU AND YOUR A BITCH!
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY U HAVE FRIENDS...IF ONLY THEY KNEW
THE REAL YOU.
THEY WOULD HATE YOU.

-Sammy
P.S- ur not the person i once knew. you've changed.

*what a beautiful day...:)

2006-01-29T00:56:09Z

i just had the best day ever!
with the best two people in the world.
jenny and ali<3
omg how i missed those girls so much.
such a fun day with them,
all our adventures
and talking about old memories.
wow...
we need more of that.
i miss the old days...so much:(
ne ways, thats it for now.
<3<3
jenny+ali=love.

-Sammy

disturbed_01 @ 2006-01-05T14:22:00

2006-01-05T19:22:17Z

You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.

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Hot

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Exciting

69%

Sweet

50%

Shy

44%

Soft

44%

Awkward

31%

Wet

31%

Violent

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disturbed_01 @ 2006-01-02T15:34:00

2006-01-02T20:34:44Z

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

*i wish u could understand...

2005-12-30T16:21:01Z

so...i know i haven't up dated in a long time, but i just
want to take the time to tell a certain someone that
they should stay out of my life...and stop listening
in on my phone conversations and then writing about
it in their livejournal, bc u know, thats the cool thing
to do. ne ways, plz stay out of my life, u don't know shit
about what i am going threw...u may think you do, but u
don't. and just bc i have a b/f thats not why i say i
am so "stressed". thats just about the only thing
that doesn't stress me out. so u think what u wanna think,
even though it's all wrong.and don't start assuming shit
that's not even true. bc your wrong. so plz stay the fuck
out of my life...obviously i don't need ur help, i haven't
for awhile now. i wanted to fix this shit, but i'm not
gonna keep trying, when ur just back-stabbing me 24/7.
i love you, but...i'm not gonna let u hurt me ne more.
peace.<3

:S...

2005-10-08T05:20:26Z

what a fucked up night.
words can't even explain it.
but...i love my friends and they all
mean so much to me.

haha bruggs, our walk was sweet.
and those coffee things are sooo good.
lol
ne ways, the guys game was ok.
they tied 5/5. so thats good.
i had fun.
by the way...morgan i love u 2 death.
i'm here when u need me.<3
ur friggin sweet.

alright well bed time.
night.

-Sammy

haha fucked up.

2005-10-05T21:24:35Z

*i hate hospitals...</3

2005-10-03T22:15:49Z

so last night...it's 12:00 a.m.
i'm sitting on the computer chair talking to nessa.
i get up to go pee.
i get to the wash-room.
my hearts starts to race, my arms go numb, i feel weak and i'm shaking.
so i call my mom, beg her to come down and take me to the
hospital, bc now i'm scared.
it's getting hard for me to breath, so my mom comes and gets me.
she takes me to the hospital, to emergency and the nurse checks me out.
he puts me down as urgent, thinking i might have a minor heart-attack.
so they call my name, i get put onto one of those beds and hooked up by many
wires to a heart monitor thing.
i sit there till 3:30 am and finally the doctor comes and tells me
that my heart is perfectly fine and it's very healthy.
then he tells me i had an anciety attack or a panic attack and
that i am under too much stress. i need to relax more and find a calm place.
so thats how i spent my sunday night.
exciting isn't it?
i thought so.

<3 -Sammy

*grrr...school!

2005-09-07T23:37:00Z

so i pretty much hate school.
it's really boring...and some of my classes
are just friggin dumb. i mean the ppl in
them are dumb. ne ways i have

Period 1- Civics and Careers
Period 2- History
Lunch
Period 3- Drama
Period 4- English

Drama and English are definately my favourties.
haha my sister is even with me in english.
thats sweet!
ne ways so yes...i hope this year gets better
bc right now i hate it. lol
<3<3

-Sammy

*it seems like forever...

2005-09-04T16:13:11Z

well i haven't wrote in my l_j for a VERY LONG time.
hm...well things are going ok.
my dog's really sick though, he's not doing
good at all, so we are probably gonna have to put
him down.:(:'(. fucken sucks.
um...i'm really sad that this summer is over.
it was a good one, i enjoyed it.
and well...nothing else is really new.
hopefully everything is going good for u guys:).
hope u all had a good summer.

ne ways i am off to the mall to get some school
shopping done...and yes i left it till the
last minute. lol
well good-bye.<3<3

-Sammy

ahhhh!...

2005-04-10T05:56:04Z

FUCK YOU LIVE-JOURNAL.
i'm done with this shit.
haha.

-Sammy

as we layed under the stars...

2005-04-09T04:43:59Z

tonight was good.
went to morgans for his party.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORGSKIES!!!!!
hehe.<3
fun night.
haha...don't remember some of it.
but it's all good.
i had fun.
i enjoyed looking at the starts with
kyle, hanna, mav, bruggs, brian and luke.
it was so pretty.
i'm out.
i'm too tired to type anymore.
-Sammy

i wish i had of gone...:(

2005-04-04T01:52:31Z

stupid me,
getting up too late yesterday morning.
grrrr!!!!
didn't end up going to the show.
that made me a little sad/mad.
oh well...:( what can ya do?
went to brian's instead.
just hung out with ppl.
that was pretty good.
haha when the power went out ppl were
freaking out, bc at first brians house
was the only house without power.
haha hulshof "what if it's a rapist??"
"what if he tries to rape us?" haha.
too funny.
i had a good chuckle.
but then we found out, that a lot
of house later on, lost there power too.
ahhh hanging out in brians basement with
his brother and friends, playing the bongo drum
sort of thing and the guitar...oh how i miss
Arts Camp.:(...i wish i was going this year.
stupid me!!!! haha
it was good times.<3
i did miss the show, but i had some fun
of my own.

i heard the show was good though.
i miss you all.
SOOOOOOO MUCH!
i heard there is a show at sharp-shooters
on saturday???
i am gonna try to go to that, but i dunno
if my mom will let me.
she's pretty pissed at me and bobbi.
meh.

i'm out. <3
-Sammy

i feel safe in your arms...

2005-04-02T06:06:23Z

tonight was good/bad.
bad bc well...i didn't go to the show.:(
i missed the Throwaways last show...ahhh!
sadness. lol
oh well i am going tomorrow night, i hope.
my night turned out to be pretty good though.
spent the night at krista's with:
maverick, kelly, devin, kat, kathy, c.j, krista
and lesley.
it was pretty fun...we watched Dawn Of The Dead,
went for a nightly stroll down the road, played
on the trampoline, me, devin, kelly, and mav
went to the forest and stood in
the snow, went back inside bc it was SO cold,
sat and watched "that 70's show", then we all
went home.
it was definately a good night...i'm happy i got
to spend time with mav, bc i don't see him a lot
at school.:( it was good.

well i am excited for tomorrow night.
hope to see some of ur faces at the show.
hopefully you'll see mine. hehe
night
-Sammy<3

it's been awhile...

2005-04-01T04:15:36Z

so i haven't up-dated my l_j for awhile.
i am hoping to go to the show tomorrow.
throw-aways last show:(...how sad.:(

nothing is new really?
nothing exciting to tell you.
so blah.

i'm out.
night.<3
-Sammy

piece of shit!!!

2005-03-29T03:56:35Z

today was boring.
i hate monday's...
grrr!

-Sammy<3

i wish i was there...

2005-03-28T13:58:05Z

so while everyone was in town
partying last night...
kendra and i decided to go out
and have some fun.
we found a new hang out.
on top of a roof...sounds kind of
lame, but you'd just have to be there.
it's so much fun.
i felt so free up there.
i called kelly while i was up there.
got to talk to mav...so i was happy.
it was cute.
they all sounded so messed though. hehe
it was funny.
i liked it...last night wasn't so bad.
i missed being with everyone though.:(
i felt kind of sad, but it was good.
thanks kendra.
we had fun...hehe.
we also visited emily.
THANKS FOR MY EASTER PRESENT.<3

ne ways...it's almost 9:00am in the morning.
i got up so early this morning, just so
kendra and i could go for an early walk.
hehe fun...we figured out that the lake
is no longer safe.
thats the 2nd time i've fallen in,
not very deep though.

well i'm out.<3
-Sammy
*i miss you...*

the day makes me smile...i missed the sun...

2005-03-27T20:52:53Z

this week-end has been good.
friday i went to nessa's and we
hung around in town with ppl
for kelsey's b-day! <3<3<3
it was fun.
(me, kelsey, hulshof, bruggs, nessa,
mav, mango, brian, sooley, joe,
james and jenn)
went to shoeless joes, then to
mangos, then to brians, then back to
nessa's to have out slumber party. hehe
everyone seemed to have a good time...lol.
i will never forget that night.
:D i'm happy. happier then i have ever been.
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
haha hulshof and bruggs running down main-street
all the way to millard?? lmao you guys were
so hyper!!! it was funny though.
jenn...you looked so...sick, but happy.<3
haha nessa we had a SWEET slumber-party.
too bad we didn't get to watch our porn though.:(
lmao...next time.

yesterday i went to the mall with my mom.
and i got some new stuff nothing too special.
we mostly went there bc we were bored.
that night i had to go to my grandma's for
easter dinner with my aunt, uncle and 2 cousins.
found out my aunts pregnant...lol.

today i am waiting for my dad and sis to come home.
i miss them...:(
i cant wait to see them.
yay!

well i'm out.<3
-Sammy

i'm happy...finally

2005-03-23T22:08:12Z

things are good.
i can't complain.
i like this.
this thing that we have.:)
he makes me happy...
and i like being around him.
so...everything is fine.
i think?

-Sammy<3

don't you love grade 9 drama...

2005-03-20T16:19:22Z

last night was fun.
NESSA I EFFING LOVE YOU.<3
no matter what any of those bitches
say...your fucking awesome.
i'm gonna kick their asses, along
with everyone else.
we got ur back...lmao.
ne ways...it's a long story about
last night.
lets just say that...ppl can be
really mean and immature sometimes.
it makes me sad.
but oh well...everyone that fucking
came to nessa's door last night,
thinking your so tough,
your fucking losers!!!!!!
go find something better to do with your time.
ne ways...everyone that was at nessa's had fun.
(nessa, me, bobbi, bruggs, mav, mango, miles,
kyle, hanna, spang, hulshy, madigan and brian)
spent most of the night bitching at ppl
on the phone...lmao.
hulshy/bruggskies...u two are funny. <3
i was happy last night though...;) haha
you can probably all guess why.
love you all...so much fun.

ne ways...i dunno what i am doing today.
probably nothing.:S
OH WAIT...I AM HANGING OUT WITH MY
CUP-CAKE!!!! (hailey)
sweet!!!
well i'm out.
-Sammy

*i love you...*

there was puke everywhere...

2005-03-19T16:13:29Z

jareds was definately a night to remember.:)
i had fun...lots off ppl showed up.
well not A LOT, but a good amount.
shane, blain, spencer, jessie, jesse, jordan,
bobbi, me, jared and shawn.
i guess thats not a lot,
but it was still fun.:)
i spent most of the end of my
night by the toilet...haha.
blain and shawn helped me out.
made sure i didn't puke all over
myself. haha
i felt so sick...i could barely
stand up...not good.
but i still had fun.:)<3

ne ways...march break is coming to
an end. i guess it was fun...well the
first couple days SUCKED, but the end
was fun. i don't wanna go to fucking school
though. bleck. i hate it...and i still have
a little bit of hmwk to do, which i better
start soon. lol
well i hope you all enjoyed your march break.
PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm out.
-Sammy

*you remember the days like those ones...*

things seem so different now...

2005-03-18T21:37:54Z

last night was fun.
went to nessa's to hang out with ppl.
i enjoyed it...i got to see all the ppl
i have been missing so much.:(
(nessa, krysta, april, hulshof, madigan, morgan,
miles, alex, bobbi, brian, bruggskies and easter.)
haha fun in the forest...we went on an adventure.
HAHA THE SHACKS!!! so much fun, but scary.
and...the ghosts. ahhh! lol
*all the stupid jokes*
lmao...hulshof ur too funny.
when i got home, i went up to kendras and got
to see PET!!!! omg i was so happy to see her,
i miss her so much.
i was suppose to sleep over, but ended up feeling
like shit.:( omg i was in so much pain.
it was sad leaving her...and kendra, but i didn't
wanna stay...i wouldn't have had fun.
sorry girls.<3
this morning i got to hang out with them though, so
it's all good.

things seem so weird now...
ppl are changing...
my life is changing...
i hate it.
but at the same time...i love it.
ahhh! it's so confusing.

ne ways i'm out.
<3<3<3
-Sammy

*i am strong, but i feel weak...*

as i sit on my ass and do nothing...

2005-03-17T00:33:04Z

i am so god damn bored!
holy shit.
i am looking for something to do,
but what is there to do?
nothing...exactly.
i wish i lived closer to everyone.
theres no one at the lake.:(
well there is...but they are all too
busy for me. hehe
i wanna party!!!!!!!!
god damn!

someone save me before i GO INSANE!!!!
-Sammy

*what am i going to do?...*

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*...:(

disturbed_01 @ 2006-02-13T21:59:00

*what a beautiful day...:)

disturbed_01 @ 2006-01-05T14:22:00

disturbed_01 @ 2006-01-02T15:34:00

*i wish u could understand...

:S...

haha fucked up.

*i hate hospitals...</3

*grrr...school!

*it seems like forever...

*ahhhh!...*

*as we layed under the stars...*

*i wish i had of gone...:(*

*i feel safe in your arms...*

*it's been awhile...*

*piece of shit!!!*

*i wish i was there...*

*the day makes me smile...i missed the sun...*

*i'm happy...finally*

*don't you love grade 9 drama...*

*there was puke everywhere...*

*things seem so different now...*

*as i sit on my ass and do nothing...*